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Thursday 15 March 2012

My life is going downhill

Everything is going bad at the moment. Seriously, EVERYTHING. It's been So stressful, I just wanna sleep forever. I'm so stressed and upset that I'm gonna blog about it and make you guys read it. Sorry in advance.

Resits results
I did TERRIBLE. Well, actually it made no difference since only the exams with the highest marks counted. But to think that all that money to pay for the resits had to go to waste like that... This summer is my last chance to get good grades to get into university.

Art
Art has taken such a big toll on me. I can't draw very quickly so I'm always behind everything. Plus the fact that I don't actually do any work is unhelpful too. The exam is next Friday so I'll have to do as much work as possible before then.

Mom
My mom has been constantly yelling at me lately. Not that I know what she's yelling about though, it's like my ears automatically stop listening as soon as her mouth opens. I can faintly hear something about 'bad grades' and 'university' and 'clearance'. I seriously cannot stand her shouting voice anymore.

External hard drive
My brother dropped my 2TB external hard drive and it broke. I did not care for most of the things on it, but all my years of porn that I collected were on it. The worst thing I reckon is that all my piano compositions were on there, and now they're all gone. GONE! I'll need to compose from scratch now.

Crush
Was gonna write something but actually, no comment.

I guess compared to some people, this is nothing. I know some people who are seriously fighting depression but here I am just complaint about the tiniest of things. In that sense, I feel really selfish, but I just needed to vent out some of my problems.

7 comments:

  1. let me sort your life out. not your mum, hard drive and crush tho.

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  2. Ahh man all that porn! Do what I do - burn it to disc, then hide it.

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    1. That's risky man! What if someone found it?

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  3. it'll all be fine, i promise. just keep going on with as positive an attitude as you can manage.
    as they say: everything will be okay in the end. if it's not okay, it's not the end! ^^

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    1. Aw thank you! That's a really nice comment :)

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