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Showing posts with label problems. Show all posts
Showing posts with label problems. Show all posts

Saturday, 11 February 2012

I've become antisocial

The level of my social skills was at its peak in the year 2009. I spoke to a lot of people I didn't know and became friends with them. I went out every weekend and did something fun. I went to parties and enjoyed it. Back then, my circle of friends was so huge, yet I put in the effort to text everybody and stayed close with them all.

These days though, it's been really hard to put in the effort. I go town maybe once a month? I go because I feel that staying at home all the time is bad for me, yet when I'm in town, I get bored and go home early. What's wrong with me? Swear down I've changed, but I don't even know why. My mom used to tell me off for coming back home late, usually at 11pm-1am, now she's asking me why I come home so early. I try my best to reply to people's texts and messages but my brain just can't get into gear.

This worries me because I'm going to university next year, and I need my social skills back. I don't wanna be some loser in the corner who isolates himself.

I wish I was more social.